Friday, February 26, 2010

time flies....people come and go off....
lol knowing that my college friends going to be separated i was kinda sad....
because i think i will MISS them a lot....
so we should appreciate all people even for just a few minutes we talk or approach to them....
actually i always hate the feeling when people come into your life and leave....
its like the song au lang sung ...........lol
sad song............................


basically i was really emotional lately yet happy ...
why ???
sometimes i feel empty.... lack of somethings??
what am i thinking about ... i don't know........

but it was surprising this week that one of my friend told me the emotion that he approach too....
interesting...but its still a secret ...
listening to friends secret n talks ...or short being a listener ...
help me learning lots of things.....
but i absorbed lots of uncertain aura ...haha

being in love...
i felt i never know how to felt in love already....
freeze and numb.....
maybe is of this maybe is of that.......
people were urging me to fall in love n get a date ...
but.........but...............
its like i am in the middle of sahara dessert ...lost
what is love???????????
if  love is about using you what will you feel.....

if i were to fall in love and step into love once more
i hope it will be the last one...
looking at divorce n more is a sad story...
i dont want so........ maybe u think i am little fairy tale like
but..... i want to be at least 80% ......
i know nothing is perfect but ..... at least  ...

maybe is because i am a loyal person...
but isn't it stupid to be loyal??
 yes no yes no???

.........=.=...................
sory for being emo

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Sunday, February 21, 2010

ME ^^

cousins^^
  
  
 seeping tea.....

 
playing basketball.... we sweat alot and jump alot but will i get taller ??? haiz forget abt it hahaa ...important is that we win lots of tickets hahaha

 
we were hunting for "tong sui" but no ...so juz hv this dessert

nice nice 

 
breakfast in mcdonald .... expensive leh hahaaha

photos

it is sad to myself that some of the PHOTO actually MOST ARE LOST >...................
How can it BE ??????????
SAD : (
cute cousins^^

pretty cousins ^^


 
38 cousins gang ^^

with 2nd uncle
 CHEERS ^^


 

 cold girl hahaha

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines

Gong Xi Gong xi .... everyone
haiz.....back to home..............
As for your knowledge i am just back from GENTING HIGHLAND...........
Pooh ....BORED =.=!

the first day of Chinese New Year i didnt really feel great about it .....
and no feeling of Valentines........
very boring ... until to a point that me and my cousin discuss about genting .....
as u know Genting is a very bored place for you to stay there for 3 days and 2 night ....
rotten man ................

Anyway i have to go then i go lo.........
Me and ME cousin planned lots of activities  with our friends.....
coz some of our friends going tooo................
We actually planned to go watch movie , and hang out and CLUBBING.....
but.............. her car broke down halfway and couldnt come.....
SAD SAD ............
Hence our Clubbing in SAFARI pun tak jadi lor......................

now left few cousins sister.......... and cousin brothers.........
we were actually quite mad upon reaching ..... and we took lots of pictures...........
WHEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOO....................
lol...hahahah.....

then only after dinner at the mushroom garden we gotta go to genting.......
we actually had nothing to do and juz walk around....
initially those old people ask us to walk with them ....
to me and my cousin RACHEL ....
we were like OHHH NO!!!!!!!!

heheheehe....but we did find a way to sneak off .......
GREAT .......
i walk around 1st world and Genting with 2 of my cousins ..........
and as you know we felt really REALLY bored .......
lastly END up  STARBUCK-ING ............
we ordered green tea and .....MINE was REAlly +EXTREMELY SWEET ....
gotta sue them if i get diabetes..............
hahaha  juz joking......

then i get to contact with 2 of my friends and seat at starbucks chit chatting..........
my "ji-mui" li hua &* joo long.........
hahahhaah.....
U know Luckily they are there hahahha.....]
cuz i dont know the way back to the apartment .....
cuz its been a long time i never stay there already.....
on the way back we actually see another friend ....
and i almost nearly calling the wrong person leh ....
enbarrassing .....shy shy...........

hahhahhhaha..............
actually i would like to thank them for sending me and my cousins home ....
and also thanks li hua for frightening me during such late at night  loh.....
hahahhaha...........
but also gotta apologise coz when they send me to my apartment door and get frightened by my hilarious family member .................
hahhahaha...................
thx thx ^^

second day...mika was there ..... so nine cousins ....
all go KTV-INg .....................
phew ..................
second day actually is quite bored .......
after ktv-ing we go for KFC .....
haiz..... no appetite ...
so i juz go tour around star walk .....
me and my cousins are as if like a star .....
lol
the way that human look at you is as if u are not a human ....

the most angry thing that i felt that is.....
as we walk back to apartment the stupid malay shout at us and said ....
" Ooi ooi cari bilik ".............. WTF ....&^%$@#!

the most memorable things is :
me and my cousin sitting at balcony talking and its cold.....
sitting inside room chit chatting
and 3 of us went to open wine and finish half the bottle of wine................
hahhaha...............

3rd day we actually  went and play basket ball at first world .....
me and my cousin sister ....hahahah
everyone is looking ...hahhaa
and win quite a number of ticket leh ...hahahha
but my leg muscle ...very painful and CRAMP .............lol
the we went batang kali to soak our leg at the hot water pool..............
and we actually help the ice cream man to buy RM 60 ++ ice cream ....
hahhahahaha ICE-CREAM for lunch...........

then we went rawang for dinner ............. thats all...............
this time was actually better than last time genting trip...
having question to ask myself .....
 am i getting older ????
cuz there are people start asking weird questions .............
haiz .............let me tell you ..... this is not the time ....
hahahhahahahhaha

and how was your Chinese New Year???

Thursday, February 11, 2010

HAPPINESS & JOYFULNESS

i think it had been another really long time that i did not post anything .....
Hmmm..... let me think what should i write.....hahaha
okay from the week of my birthday........

On the 4th of February 2010........
i am really thankful that some of my friends celebrated my birthday with me.....
thanks for their cakes n smiling faces  balloons.......
thanks junior, jake, kimberley & elaine.......
thank you guys....
this remind me of my friends celebrated for me the year before in school....
with a big cake and guitar singing birthday song ...hahahaha
sweet memories..............

they gave me a ballon with a smile .....
and i hope this ever lasting smile would spread to everyone around me ....
i hope that everyone smile and stay healthy.....
they asked me of the three wishes :
1 : every of my friend past their exam with flying colours...
2 : hope everyone is healthy and happy esp my granny ...
3 : i wished that all of us will still keep close and in touch no matter what happen and where we go......

then saturaday was my exact birthday ....
i wnt out to aunt's house and went shopping....
by the time i reach home its really late....
and the sad thing is that i am unable join seok hui for yamcha leh....
one of my good good friend with the same birthday as me.....
hahaha.....perhaps we had to palnned earlier next year.....
last year was planned but not this year.......

forget about birthday....... lets go RE-UNION_ING!!!!!
HAHAHAHA................
i suggested it but hahahaha i didnt really work it out ....
thanks kim and marcus and kean hoe and junior...hahaha
by the way is purple clothes that aweful????
NO i dont think so .... lol
but why more WHITE har ????
hahahaha juz joking aside....
 frenz U Know U know ....
that day of re UNION was SOSOSO HAPPENING leh !!!!
wah seh ..... i didnt thought of having Yu Shang also u know.....
and Sashimi By JUNIOR......
hahaha............anyway should thank JAKE for CAMERA-ING
hahahaha.................and you know the end part was as IF we are the SINGER....
SHOOTING for CNY MV....
WHOAHOOA!!!!!

what to say U GUYS ROCKS !!!! hahaha........
Then we were separated ......
me ,mei quin, junior And ah b went Time square....
great but we were actually out of time ....
juz having a few random window shop and chao........
hurry-ing.............

whereas ...the sunway people are ENJOYING as i heard hahahaa...............
and you know what ............
MARCUS bought a shirt written..... I am SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS!!!!
dont stand near HIM !!!! wakaka.........

by the way after the happening day .... junior planned to celebrate "Ree TAt " birthday...
hahahah.............
its more happening then hahaha.....
we actually had the useless moral class .... then ...haiz....
we went kl sentral to HUNT for BEN10 watch.......
but we cant get a nice one..................
then we'd disscuss with jr. .......
then we buy spongebob...............
guess WAT people............
i am accompany by 2 cute people....
The silence 1 Jake
The pretty 1 Elaine.......
guess what we do there................
hahahah.................... we PLAYED WITH THE PALM READING MACHINE....!!!!!!!!!!!
AND OF COURSE !!!!!! get our palm read............
i dont trust that stupid machine because ......
i had try playing the same machine many time in one day and they camr out differently ....
SO DONT TRUST THAT PEOPLE !!!!!

before i go home ....
i actually get to hug all my frenz.....
a warm hug....except those boys .......
hahaha...............
and you know i AM ADDICTED to HUGS ...........
hehehehe....................only sometimes..........
but a hug is really meaningful when you really need it........
i brings you the feeling of warmness somehow.......

do smile always.........a smile will make people feel relief....
and less stressful.... perhaps HAPPIER ^^

Monday, February 1, 2010

read THIS

its time for me to start blogging a little....
the week ago was ... what should i say...
hahahahah ...... GREAT 爽到爆!!!!!

i went out Ktv-ing with my cousin and her friend AGAIN....
ok ....singing with stranger is what i used to do....
so its not a problem with me....
how good if we can pk...
hahahaha.... juz kidding...
lol BUT one thing GREAT is that my VOICE IS BACK......!!!!!!!!

hahaha juz in time....
lol i still owe Debbie a birthday song ....
hmmmm.... how to give it to her is a problem ....
hahhaha.... anyway i will  try...
but as you people know i am not to english songs.....
but now let me try to step in to all malays, english,mandarin ,hokkien and cantonese........
hahaha

lol as what i heard the 大日子 is goin to be down off from cinema....
BUT I HAVEN'T WATCH YET......
thats what people called "Cham" or "ko lian"....
ask me if you dont understand......

since everyone of my friends was busy talking about they "love" live ....
let me write some tooo....
hahahaha.... but promise guys.... ssssssshhhhhhssssss.....

love to most people are to be say great and wonderful....
to me its a nightmare... dont ask why ...hahhaha
some people think is an investment...
but to me .... how sure are you that the person with you is loving you...
and not thinking of others.....

Maybe people you should called me a pessimist....
but its true.... i am not a COWARD....
but i am afraid....
what is all in fairy tales are fake you know????

it wont happen in reality.....
now let me ask you a questions....
Would you married a woman with illness, while your family don't allow you???
its a pretty tough answer though.... uh huh dont say yes that QUICK..
because it won't actually turn out that way.....
as people are always selfish......

what if your boyfriend is a casanova???
I guess you will be really headache and cautious with him.....

i don't like feeling to be HURT ....
unless you are sure that u can be the 1st and last   DON"T COME!!!!!

after all people will then said "i will LoVE you forever"....
"we Will Live Together Forever"......
boys and girls...... there are no such things as " FOREVER" in reality.....
so DON'T DREAM !!!
and by the way boys better don't make such a promise and break a girl's heart....
and girls PLEASE  DON'T BELIEF IN THAT FOREVER !!!!!

lol if this list continues on i got lots to say...
so why not i put a full stop here and talk it next time.
Bye.......^^.