Thursday, June 24, 2010

latest me with job

now its a long time i am not here ..
Apparently i am indeed very busy la ...tee heee ...
after the friday exam life is just non stop ..
go here and there owh yeah ,,and get my hair cut SHORT ...
Now talking about that ..i am really upset .. i shouldn't cut it that way...
now i am hardworking in washing my hair twice a day hoping it would grow longer ...
AND i will modify it another way ...hope so T.T

now now what i had done ...
I HAD GET MYSELF OCCUPIED WITH A JOB ^^
not bad huh !!
anyway i did regret for getting that job ..
Because imma not in it ...
I had had 0% knowledge about it .... WTF>>>
NONE and TOTALLY LOST !!!!!
BUT WHY THEY EMPLOY ME ????!!!!!!!
thats the question...
{ ITS a shop selling electrical appliances actually }
i apply for it because the salary was quite Tempting ...
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
well the salary pays for the nature of it...
its TOUGH for me ..becausei am not familiar with electronics ...
thats why i HATE PHYSICS !!!!!!!!!!
okay problem comes when YOU doesnt have any single idea about it ...
its television ..its  main function is just to WATCH !!!!
and WHY so TROUBLESOME!!!????

now coming to those FREAKING Troublesome QUESTIONAIRE CUSTOMERS ..
now i can accept people asking logical questions ... 
If i doesnt know i just freak out and LAUNCH my S.O.S ALARM !!!
to get some help from those seniors...
WELL they are kind .. and indeed help alot ...
but if they are busy i am TOTALLY DEAD !!!
now thats the time i choose to smile and not to SPEAK !!

I seriously hate those customers speak alot like from HELL to HEAVEN ...
taking much of my time and doesnt buy a single thing even they are cheap ...
and the more ridiculous of all asking ridiculous questions ...
F them....
how will i know how hot the iron will be when i am not a thermometer ...
you are just buying some oven and rice cooker and expect me to teach you to bake CAKES ??
Totally RIDICULOUS !!!! i dont even know how to bake myself and i amd just a sale person not a CHEF !!!
well for sure i wont show in front of them ....
but then there are lot more thing for me to learn ..
ITs INTERESTING but then still i had get the wrong job for myself...
i planned to shift to next door office as customer service ...
answering phones and passing it .. i think thats better..
but then salary wont be that tempting as that...

NOW SEE HOW  LONG COULD I SURVIVE !!!!!

You know what holidays are about SPENDING MONEY !!!
hehheheehe...
within a week my expenditure ... NOOOO!!!!!!!!
haahha................
eat+drink+ play+entertainment+shop ...etc.....
luckily hairdressing is F.O.C !!!!
hahahahha

now i had done :
  • cleaning up my room
  • DIY
  • shopping
  • get myself a job
  • change hairstyle
  • karaokae-ing
  • bbq-ing
  • Yumcha
  • visit auntie
  • did not go kenshu
  • get myself some medicine
  • get myself injection on thursday
  • sleep after exam
  • shop in setia alam pasar malam
  • get myself a green tea mochi
The list just continue ..hehehe
its just for now .. because i seldom online these days ... hahaha
Hmmmm do you all MISS me ??
i miss you all very much indeed = )

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

骗子

雨终于下完了 泪却还不停流
你说雨后会有天晴 都是骗人的
我还相信 你说的谎言

咖啡都已经冷了 却一口也没品尝
你说你会再来 但从没回来过
我还傻傻 等待你回来

那我该叫你 爱情骗子
还是说我 痴情
那我该说 我天真无邪
还是说你 不简单

你就这样 带走我那唯一一颗心

你叫我等你回来
但你去了哪里
我再也 没有 收到你的 关心的简讯
你要我怎么 等 。。。。

等到我快崩溃。。。

#我知道遇见对的人不容易
 也知道再相逢拥抱 很渺小
但你就这样 骗走我的心 。。。。
I am thinking of what am i going to blog today ...
nothing much to blog ..
just when and help out some Kenshu stuff ..
But too bad i don't think i am going ....
because its too pack my time..
i had planned all my things earlier before its announced ...

I think i am going to talk about CONSIDERATIONS today...
now what does consideration means to evryone...
precisely i don't know ...
because everyone has their full stop to it..

now imma asking you all a question ...
do you think people who are not considerte enough are selfish ?
and people who are considerate enough are generous?

Basically if you judge the books by its cover they are SELFISH ...
but have you walk in their situation and have a peep perhaps its not..
not to say all but some...

what does considerations means to you and me??
people may seem selfish of doing several things but then its on their ability ...
which you cant expect them to do it beyond what they could..

but in daily lifes, to be considerate have to always be combined with tolerations and compromised ...
now i believed everyone had come across this situations...
you maybe considerate to compromise for once or twice or perhaps thrice...
but not for the rest of your life...

yea perhaps people agree that consideartions prevents arguements ..
but is also the root to it ...

But then seriously i hate people ... shouting aloud about something and doesnt know the root of others problems...
i could just F that DAMN idiot if i were to say ...
probably i would be a lil harsh with words ..
but you should be considerate enough to take and understand things all by first...

besides, like being a couple ....
over considerations KILLLLLLSSS.....
trust me....
its SWEET & LOVELY to have certain considerations ...
but then if its out of the boundaries ....
OWH NOOOOOO!!!!
thats what i see sometimes ......

apparently i am emo now and a lil pissed ..
i don't know why ...
perhaps of something just happened...
its okay and i will CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLL............

thats all for now

Monday, June 14, 2010

Gossip & Back Stabs

now now... in the world there are lots of gossips and back stabbing..
but then which is better??
Gossip or Back stabs??
or are they both similar...
I think its back stabs...

But then People just have todo it...
It sucks when you get to know that they are "talking" about you...
But then you just could not STFU {shut the fuck up}..

Gender comparisons;
now people tend to said and complained female speaks and gossip a LOT !!!
but then come on ... back to reality DO Female do so??
yea perhaps we female gossips .. but not as worst as male...
You have gotta be VERY shocked to hear several conversation of male when they sit together and "TALK"
now now..thats why there are fights on some occasions when they were "talking"
ITS across their accompanion's boundary i guess....

RIGHT to speak ,
I know there are always a right to speak out,
or perhaps we can't even hold your lips or sew it ..
but try to think before you speak ...
I personally agree that some people are straight forward ...
thats great ... but ...
being straight forward for EVERTHING you speak ???
IN THE PLANET EARTH ??!!
sounds ridiculous...
i know the feeling of straight forward person ..
because i think i am one of it..
i wanted to speak out everything ...
but every experience teach me some lessons..
to keep all that for myself...
perhaps i wuld choose to tell them the right time ...
thats better ...
so that i wont have problems with my digestive system by swallowing non stop!!
XD

NOW:
some people said that they like people to be very straight forward!!
now how much you could try to resists when people tend to tlk ver bad things in front of you??
ort around you ???
Perhaps thats not very vital then...

SPEECHES :
now now... most gossips and back stabbing starts from an unwanted speech ..
Not all that so called " unwanted speech" are bad...
but then ... it just tend to link and link and link....
then when it come to the ears of the recipients then ...
things starts ...
well i could say giving a speech or talking is dangerous then ..
hahaha.... but what if you are talkative?

GROUPS :
now now .... do you agree that as your group of friend getting larger ...
there are more secrets??
now you will never know anything about what they talk about you..
Its hard to say anything though.... hmmmmm

Misunderstanding :
now misunderstang is another worst of worst situation .....
credit to ivan ..hahaha
now misunderstanding will lead people thinking people were gossiping or back stabbing them...
or perhaps the start of THAT !!
epople tend to have dissatisfactions ...
and then talk about it ....

JUDGEMENT :
now now...
one person judgement of another will then create gossips .....
and back stabbing .. saying that how is characteristics annoyed you and BLAH !!!
people bear it in mind that there are people loving their attitudes as well ..
sounds complicated ..
but then i have nothing to do with it...
and i have been in it before ..
Now ....judgements sucks !!
thats why i try to keep myself down ...
to avoid unwanted judgement ...
as i had seen many such cases ...
SOB SOB ....
where is the LAW of FREEDOM ..
by then we are all restricted todo whateva we desired by an IDIOTIC JUDGEMENT !!!

RATIONAL :
what what is rational???
Gosh it simply mean that doing things Reasonably ...
in the world of year 2010 !!
WHAT IS THE STANDARD OF REASONABLENESS???
what i try to say is that the world and people attitudes had changed massively ..
give an example :
do people have the term " SEAFOOD" when looking at people with clothes ??
NO not at all ... its okay when you are NEATLY dress !!
the reasonbleness of human had gone to insanity ..
it seems that there are no boundaries to bounce it back but only to keep going...

DO YOU AGREE ??
that gossiping you have to lie alot if one finds out ..
and you have to cover one lie after another ...
Now now ... if it were to me i would just say I DON'T KNOW !!!!
and carrying both my shoulder up ...
thats the best answer OF course ..
to not get yourself in trouble as well as others ...
preserving their friendship...
well i don't know how far will it go ..
but its not good to break other peoples heart though ....

now now .... at last i wrote down another philosophy of mine ...
i wanted to write out during exam .. but i do not think its relevant
 hence i drag and drag ..hahahaa
kill me ... anyway .. its just my personal opinion ...
so just take as reference and not serious

Sunday, June 13, 2010

breaks

now now the previous post was  remembering how i met all this marvellous people !!!
now... i am starting to miss them .
hey this is only the 4th day Babe ...
i hate the feeling of getting together and being apart ...
but this is the world ...

i wonder we could meet and be together to enjoy like what we use to be...
but future tend to be very different from what you have expect ..
it might be ... all friends being closer or worst of all getting a further distance like what i have seen..
this is the world of reality ...

basically this few days after exams .. i am kinda busy after my 16 hours of sleep!!
Horrible right? but i am just trying to recover the sleep that i had Lost for 1 MONTH!!
and as well i am sick too...

now i should give a lil applause to myself ...
WHY???
because i still go for Karaokae-ing even i had FEVER !!!
seriously after the economics paper i am blurred and having my fever back on track with me ..
but then i go for KTV ...
asking myself  whether i urge to go Karaokae-ing that much???
Not really perhaps for this time...
i just wanns to spend my very last moments with you guys as i am able to...
seriously i miss you all and the HUGS ..
hahahaha

coming back from ktv-ing another mission on...
making me dead ... and then i blog then i slept...
>>>> 16 hours>>>>>>>>>>>
and i woke up thinking that its only 7a.m on Saturday ...
gosh......... its like almost 6pm
and i thought my mischievous brother was tricking me off....
and hence it was REEEAAALLL
XD ....

i quickly jump OFF my bed and clean myself ... without taking breakfast, brunch, lunch nor tea ...
i quickly cleaned up the notes and my MESSY rooms....
PHEW ~~~~
it was so rushed that i had had a meeting at 8.00 pm and have script to go through...
hanging my neck then ...
and remember a BBQ party to attend TOOO .................
DIE !!!!!!!!!
I am gonna SPLIT myself ...but then every thing was smooth .......

Going to thats BBq party was fun then ...
saw people that i didnt see for AGES !!!!!
seriously !!!!
and photo will be uploaded by all camera girls ..hahahha
u know what .. wherver and whenever girls go ...
we just have to cam-whore ...hahah
thats fun ....

but then cuming back from the party was alredy late mid night and hence FOOTBALL!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
and gastrics happening to me ...
gosh another insomnia night .... FML

now ..not sleeping for a night and going out on sunday morning with gastrics still ...
KILLLLLLSSSSSS!!!!
hanging around in ceremony at pc makes me contribute a lil of me ...
and owh no... i wanted to go Kenshu ... But BUt but .........
its something in me telling me and giving me two answers....

now afternoon... encountering with The KIDDO and cousin sista ..
now these 2 kids .......
they are cute but they could be like a GHOST !!!
Scary ... i remember weeks back i actually scolded and hit the elder one..
i was like quite PISSED and studying hard ...
then they were actually playing and the elder was like messing up with me...
and guts to hit me!!!
i was usually good .. but not until you see i am on the level of explosion...
and hahahha
he never think i am good to be bullied..
and remember people don't ever PamPER children Too much !!!

foot massage on a sunday night with both my parents .........
now now .its PAINFUL !!!!!
really.............. but then you could sleep well ..after that .. Guarantee..
hahaha............ next time i should go with my BESTIES !!!!

next tomorrow ...
i will be changing my hairstyle ... from the color to the length !!!
YOOO HOOO
but sob ....
i gotta cut it short perhaps (T.T)
wondering it will be nice or UGLY !!!

now got lots of activities going on....
<<<<>>>
  I  LOVE  IT

Friday, June 11, 2010

College & FRIENDS

Now now EXAMS OVER ....
WEEEEEEEEEEEE .....
Time flies and A-Level is over ( not until its announced that i pass my exam T.T )
just take it as over ...
Reflecting the time when i went for Orientation on the 30th & 31st march and 1st April 2009...

That was the starting of my college life ...
being alone with no friends in college the 1st day makes me think back the moment when i was  brand new in attending secondary school .... sad case .. needless to mention ...= )

the first lecturer i was approach to is Mr. Kumar of course ...
He is a man with a strong sense of humour i could say ...
The first friend i make was Shu Veen ...
i remember hahahaha....
then we went to the mamak behind Hong Leong bank for lunch...

Here here i was forcing myself to think how i get to know you guys ....
but for your information as i am a short term memory person its hard ...
i am cracking my brain and squeezing my brain juice ....
stimulating every single cell membrane in the brain ...
now Gosh .... its really tough ...
hahahah ... nevertheless i figure out "some"

*exclusion clause : forgive me if i was wrong ahahaha...but everything is deep craved i my heart
In orientation, i had met with several people which i later get in to them ...
which is Elaine .. of course same group with me ; )
next is Jolynn & Nicole , Yee Teng, Yik Yee ( that time was Estachia hahaha ), May JeanChai Yi Leng

the 4 musketeers Jake, Junior, Kean Hoe & Marcus  i didnt realise your presents  ... so sorry hahaha
nevermind now we know each other ^^

now i do not want to drag my grandmother story ..  or else it will be as long as " LEGEND"

I started with Shu Veen . Now Yee Teng .
She was the 2nd friend i met in college. she had had a straight long hair that time .
but then u can know that she is an obedient nice girl . she think for her future well and she had her plan.
we use to talk to each other a lot does not matter anything .. nice person to talk to ..
Sweet Girl ^.^ ... my Darling wei ... and she called me Honey = P

After Yee Teng was Jolynn & Nicole .
I know them both the same time because they were both best friend that time.
I remember i did sit with both of them having Kuew Tiow downstairs the college.
sweet moments .
jolynn was that kind of gorgeous lady and its also another person u can talk to .
Especially girls' talk .. not gossip of course ...
Nicole when i knew , honestly i realise she had had a weird character ahahah...
but then she changes lots... she is more used to the crowd then and not as blurr as previously.
and of course getting prettier too .^^

Next is Elaine Liew Lai Yee.
I knew her through the introducing by Yee Teng after her first account class at the reception.
SEE I REMEMBER !!!!  : P
but then we never thought that we will be such close friends ...
as usual .. Elaine  you will be singing like ~ ~ ~ " Cuz you r hot and  you'r cold ..."
hahaha... becareful !!! that u might get pinch or something because she is a "CRAB"..
i knew her like almost more than a year ..
kinda grateful ahahaha.... She is a smart + intelligent + pretty girl i could say ..
but then girl u should Chill sometimes ...hahaha
purple is also her favourite colour Too .. how nice @.@
it will be endless just to discuss on you so i will just stop by saying you had got a boyfriend in college called Mr pumpkin ..haha  and owned a COco Baby..

Now then i met Harvin, Atiqah & Atifah...
i met them through orientation though ...
and i mistakenly thought that harvin was one of my primary friend then hence i figure out ...hehehe
Atiqah & Atifah ... i have problem differentiating them too till now .. sometimes..
they call comes from different backgrounds is what i learnt from them ..
hahaha... and its fun to hang out with you guys

then i came to know Debbie if i had not mistaken ..
hahaha .. she came half through into the class . 
its was quite blurr that i doesn't actually know how i get with her ...
hahhaa.. she is intelligent + gorgeous+ sweet girl...
and she had a great voice ...
she gv pretty good advice .. perhaps anyone seeking advice can go to her?? = )
then she will be busy providing F.O.C consultations & counselling.. haha
forgive me debbie for not remembering the process = (
but then thanks for all your supports and HUGS ^^
*** HUGS****

now Rainbow.
a rainbow in class. sounds like its after rain !!!
nah she is from klang... same as me...
i remember i first talk to her was in KTM...
when we were lining up...
and soon friendship builds there...
for your informations... talking to rainbow ...
u will see a highlighting rainbows of food above her head .....
she LOVES to eat !!!!!
rainbow did lots of ridiculous thing to me that you people most probably doesn't want to see...
ahahhahaah ...there goes Naughty Rainbow ...

Now lets go into the group of " RANDOMNESS" !!!!!!!!!
YOYOYOYo!!!! @.@

surprisingly after pealing off my hair scalp ...ahahaha...
i just realise that the first person i get to know was May Jean & Chai Yi LENG!!!!!!!!

woooo.................

Now this two are both pretty girls .. tall and pretty and SMART !!!
May Jean. my first impression of her that she is  person who is easy to go with or making friends with .
and she is sweet and friendly  and her boyfriend was Thomas Tan now .hahaha
Then Yi leng . i should gave her an applause for her courage to shoot Mr.Aria in class...
hahaha.. anyway she is a friendly person ...its nice to be friend with her. but then she shifted to Taylor. I miss her so much Indeed.

3rd Marcus- chilliaddict .
now now, i didnt know him alone personally of course . i get to know him through Jolynn honestly.
he was kinda friendly that time . I think my first chat with him was in the last table of  2nd Floor.
and had lots of other encounter in Library . then i remember how good he was to teach me to make Kawasaki Rose ( he does not know me much that time. how sweet....^^)
but then STILL it was Tooo complicated and i FAILED !!!!!! hehee = )
you will be shocked to see the way he ate Chillies ..OMG!!
now i didnt remember how i get so friendly with you  but then ...^^
thanks for all my friend ...

next is Junior.
a random B-Boy ... hehehe
he caught my attention when he actually do some odd stuff ...
the incident where the gang ask him to gave flower to yee teng and he could get a bag of GOODIES !!
Remember??@@@
i know him more when he came to talk to us especially a "crush" with Me friend !! ahaha
we randomly went to the 1st Karaokae ever with that gang ...
hahaha it was nice ....haha
he is a nice guy and friendly though ^.^

this is where then i get to be friend with Kean Hoe.
After the Karaokae i got to know a PUMPKIN !!!
now now ... he had a certain degree of concerns towards friends...
like he was interogating me like " where elaine stay , how she go home, why you didnt know where is the house... and on ..... and on ... "
now this is awkward and i was pretty innocent then
because i am not familiar with Maluri like u did now ..hahaha
anyway this show your care towards friendships ... good thing
anyway you and her are fated as could be seen as statement above ...hehheehe

next is Jake .
At last, this dude ahaha ...sorry  = P
i have seen him taking his mini notebook in and out the library ..
and it made me thougth of .. what is this guy doing !!!!
raising my suspicion and curiosity !!!
now not even to say with his camera ...
i knew him later because i think he was quite anti-social then or quiet perhaps.
but then when i speak to him nowadays .. he SPEAKS !!!
Oh God  !!! he does not reply just by nodding and smiling ...
GEEEZZ....
anyway... jake your effort making video means alot to all of us too ...
you are keeping memories for us ... thanks for that..
and personally i really do appreciate what you have done ..
 ThANks ... ; )

then i knew Michelle Yeow.
i met her when she was with the Sapna's gang as well as Kong !!!
now she was a cute gal and she also owns a boyfriend .. ANDREW !!!
the daddy and Mummy !!!
and michelle where is the shoe picture that we took ??
she is a sweet lady i can say ^.^

Then i get to know Yik Yee ( stage of Estachia & Ethel ).
Now now .. hmmm what can i talk about her ???
NOW ...she is STYLISH !!! from all student in our college i had seen
I like her straight forward attitude ...
and the way she laugh and speak was LOUD!!
it can be like THUNDER .. but i like  ^.^
another smart gal i could say ^.^
my impression on her ... i think she has got GUTS !!!!
i don't know buts its only my intuition ....

SEe WEi ..
now see wei ... i know her through chit chatting at 2nd floor ....
we talk about lots of things ..
its like we both were in the right key ...
hahha... now See Wei  gv me a sense of " Dai Ka jie"
hahaha... and i think she is quite fierce ...
hahaha .. sun get angry ... no offence ..
but she is a nice and creative girl who LOVE and CRAVED for BUTTONS !!
so becareful with your butons on your clothes ..haha

Kimberley ONG .
yea its YOU !!!!now now .. i realise your presents in economic class in 4A..
and i met you once in KTM hehehe !!
you use to be late for class and come in with 2 boys and a girl ..
i don't remember who they were....but i remember its you ..hahaha
i don't remember how we actually get to know each otherbut i think faith bring us together..
and you are super duper cool ...Especially with those Sunglasses indoors ..haha
another intelligent and friendly gal..
but sometimes she will so something a lil hilarious ..hahaa

Ang Lee Tat.
now ... i think i met you in KTM too ..
hahahaa.. you are superb friendly and ...you tend to talk lots on politics...
i don't remember the frame and the way i know you .. but then you are a nice person...
for more information you could ask lee tat ...
hahahaha juz kidding .... remember don't throw chairs here ^^

Winnie & Derek ....
Now i get to know winnie and derek when i attend night class...
now winnie as usual a friendly girl ... we talk about things chit chat and soon be friend...
this same goes to Derek....
we met in night classes and then library tooo... now wondering how friendship happened...

Jo ANN & Mei Quin.
jo ann is a quiet girl .and she is friendly and nice too.
now Jo ann travels all the way from seremban ..how tired it would be ...
pity her...
but she is a pretty lady ... and sweet...
she loves casual i guess..
but i am sure she LOve Super Junior .... hahha
but then still i am not sure how we become friend...
same as to Mei Quin...
i think girls get together easily by just few chit chatting ...
but then sincerity to make friend hence is important ...

Stan Ji Mui...
now ... i think he loves PINK !!!!!
hahaha... he look quiet but then he is not a squiet as Jake ..
i know him when after i joined most people ..hahaa
sorry stan.. but then he is a nice person....
Ji MUI Foreva...

Su Ning.
now now... su ning is a easy to go person.. friendly i could say ...
i know her not long but then ...
i know that she is nice and obedient child ...
hahaha
she is cute toooo...
hugs su ning ^^

jessica.
another Tung. honestly i know her not long after all...
but we felt easy for both the Tung and Tong to get a long...
is it because name similarity ???
gotta figure out ....
she is a  cute girl...
now cute girl .. rememeber a meal u owed me ??ahahhaa
just kidding ... i am not psychic but its just i have feelings...
weird feeling before exam...
its lile interlinking....
*** hugs gal ****

there are a list to go if i were to continue ... hence i would stop here and continue the rest the other day ...
my hand is kinda tired ...

Going through everyone.. i realise that friendship is something really special ..and its a gift to a problematic child like me...

i tend to learn, fall and listened  from all of you....
doesn't matter its a secret or your problem.... now it does not mean gossip and back stabbing..
it spoilt our friendship then...
i think i learned how to compromise...
and appreciate friends more than ever ...

but then  sometimes i have certain restrictions that i couldn't join you guys out there ...
i am sad  though but then ...thanks for all your cares and hugs...
how you guys advise and help me out ...
i do hope that i have some contribution to you guys ...

The simple cake you prepared for my Birthday and the ballon i keep it till now ahahaa...
thanks alot .. making me touched ...

The hang outs we used to have like Karaokae, Shopping , Travelling , festival celebrating, birthday surprises , chinese new year "lou sang", lepak at Old Town, having Lunch together , Movie together... working hard in Exam together .... and etc..

some of those things above are things i was not allowed to do and i have not done in my life with friends...
and i did ALL of these within a YEAR  !!!!
Within ONE YEAR !!! u guys had really make my day  Happening !!!!
You guys come differently ...
Different behaviours , background , characteristics ....etc...
you guys are super DUPER COOL !!!
i   LOVE you guys ....
is the only thing i could say here in the bottom of my heart....

******* HUGS***********

PICTURE MOMENTO



Saturday, June 5, 2010

Good & Bad

I had been narrating craps lately and then this is none other than another crap …

Another idea and philosophy of mine : X
“GLENNYSSOLOGY” I call it…
It sounds like a dinosaur species …
nah who care : D


Now topic of the day ….
TA DA { GOOD OR BAD } !!!!
Hmmmmph … u guys might be wondering what the hell I want to talk …
But then … let u some questions :

• Do you always think good are always good and bad are always bad?
• Do you always differentiate goods and bads in a clear cut ?


Now from my childhood I think most of you too…
Have been implement the idea that police is a good an strict body and they catch people..
Now that’s why all little naughty kids are afraid off…
Now do you really think so when you are old enough that you could think independantly?


Then we are always frightened when we are a child that people with dark skin are always BAD !!
Its not racist or skin color differentiation here …
But it’s the society ….
Now when you grow up …. You will know its not true …
And wondering why you were so afraid then ….


I watched lots of adult drama, besides cartoon when I am a child…
And we tend to be expose that in the drama of cops and thieves …
Which are not really thieves, but so called “ thieves” ….
For doing little illegal stuff to just earn a living ….
Looking at the legal view …
Its BAD everyone knows …
Looking at personal and a more humanise view …

They are just doing things to earn a living …
But then people are always and should be restricted by rules…
Because human does not know the mean of boundary and limit as well as DISCIPLINES..


Our parents tend to teach us that telling lies are BAD ….
Now 1st bear in mind and ask “ did mummy and daddy lie to each other?”
Hahhaah which of the child would have the guts to ask …
But we can see .. don’t we ??
Now as we grew older we are expose to a term so called “ WHITE LIES”
Now is that an excuse for being telling lies OR excuse to show that you are an angel …
And said telling lies is good ….
Anyway there is a research states that children who tell lies are smarter children..
Where in future they tend to have good jobs like being a CEO !!!
Lying CEO !!!


Now lets go to some element ON EARTH …
Some people said it’s a beauty and some say NO …
Its LOVE ….
Now some people said love is good some said its bad …
Just like parents …
Some parents allow their children to date during their teens and some said no cuz it affects their studies..
Love could be a beauty if it has eternity or there is a nice ending …
Love could be a nightmare and confusing..
Creating social problems and mental illness too…
Love could be as holly as you think it could be ..
But love could also bring death and suicide ….


People said drinking and gambling is BAD !!
Now how bad is it going to be if you have your limit and play in just certain occasions..
Drinking help blood circulation and help to keep u warm in cold countries though ….
And needless to say if you drink like and ASS….
Gambling help your brain function and prevent alzheimer..
And not asking you to gamble the whole ASSETS of yours and your life !!!!
Anyway I were to continue and go on … it just never ends…
Just to be clear that there is no such thing as clear cut in good and bad or white and black..
Its just the way we treat it and the situation we are in it ..
There are always boundaries for everything..
Remember that earth is a globe …
The phenomenon happening is actually the deeds of human …

So I should chao for now…




Coming back with more craps and philosophies soon ^^



Thursday, June 3, 2010

feelings

If anyone come and ask me whats called happiness ..
i doubt i could explain ...
i don't know ...
perhaps .. too many things i had come across made me to have some psychiatric injury..
like today !!!
thats why during exam i should isolate myself ...
AWAY from those tragic news ...
HUMAN behaviour is the thing i am afraid of..
i don't know whats in their mind ..

 
and there is a question i want to ask ..
why should i always be the middle person all time ..
and till the end i always get all the bad ..
its good in helping people but then...
I DON'T know what to said...

 
the thing that changes every single second is human i think ...
and not the world ... NOPE ... NOT AT ALL !!!

and when people sudden change in attitude to anyone and even to you ..
you can feel it ...
certain people .. u don't know what leads to their changes ..
but then if to me .. i will choose to keep my mouth shut !!
 the reason is ..
  • its none of your business anymore
  • you should mind your own business
  •  you had no right to know
  • you probably don't want to know
  • let it be
  • does not want to spoilt the current friendship
  • just let the flame slowly turn to ice
and etc ....

telling me of people who had had extreme egoism ...
i met before .. and guess what ...
his attitude anywhere he goes is like WHOSE the BOSS!!!
people around just  F@#$ him behind ...
ALOT ... and in front if they cant stand !!!
and shouted " TAK BOLEH TAHAN" !!
anyway i sometimes prefer to be on the fence ...
UNLESS its too extreme !!

imagine what if i turn and become evil ??
i think it might be scary !!
but then i am not like an angel too...
SWT~ ~ ~

thinking some scary question the night before exam ... :
  • if i die one day will anyone realise?
  • will anyone pay me visit?
  • do you know what flower i like for my funeral?
  • will anyone cry because i die?
  • will anyone remember me?
  • will i be in your memory forever?
  • will anyone any friends miss me if i die?
  • will will will....
the list goes on .... but will you????

GOSH ... i think i am going CRAZEE ...
anyway i had a friend who like this word "crazee" and reason behind it ....
you will never know ... because he said it sounds "SEXY"
"sexy" & " crazee" ...
any link of relationship???

 things still will go on ...
my friend outside who feel heartbroken or anything ...
good luck ...

having yumcha with some friends and cousins ..
kinda nice .. but then there's a jerk in it ...
wth ...
anyway thanks for that and it make me think of several things and gain a lil' confidence in me ...
hope it doesn't fade off...
hahaha....
and lynn good luck in whicheva and whateva you do ....
Support you ^^

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Insomnias

time flies needless for me to mentions its exam Seasons...
the season i almost mention more than a 100th time that i HATE most!
what to do life still goes on.. anyway i wanted to thank my friend KM for bringing me home after ther early exam ..
THanks alot .. cuz i need sleep.. SLEEP i mean ..
apparently i was having insomnia all the way during and before exam..

and i think i THEREFORE had break the  so call " glennyss record"
i was NOT sleeping for more than 36 hours i suppose ..
it was friday morning i woke up at about 9a.m and start doing revision and random stuff..
i planned to sleep but then i could not .. i was walking around the room and reading the books till i look at the clock that state 5.30a.m on saturday .. and surprisingly i was still ACTIVE !!!

i had had a class with Ms. Naveena at 10a.m to 5p.m...
GOSH is the only word i could say ....
i get ready and headed for the class ...
the day was not that perfect as it was of course ...
i was in the state of blurrness ( a lil' )
then backing on myself with drinks COLD DRINKS !!

and its 5 something hence its time to go back home for some good sleep
i was feeling tired ...really tired !!
the weather was nice for sleeping anyway ..
its a raining day ..
i went to the train station , and the train was delayed and its crowded with people ..HUMAN !!
OMG ....

nothing is more terrible that after taking on a train which is packed ..
the train broke down at the second station ....
WTH i would just scold ..
anyway i was calm .. and without knowing why i bought a sandwich..
i had it in the spoilt train...

then all the passenger were ask to go the opposite platform to wait for ANOTHER train !!!
all passenger walk up the stairs an climb and climb and climb !!!
then after waiting so LONG and getting the rain TOO ...
The train finally get started and we were ask to go to the OPPOSITE platform to wait for the other TRAIN WHICH IS COMING !!!

okay i am telling myself to be patience ...
i was feeling reaaly tired by the way REALLY !!
hence the 2nd train came .... i was really happy but then its 200% CROWDED !!
owh i don't care now as long as i can go home early to get a good sleep ...

THEN, worst of all THE DAY WAS SUCH DARK !!!
SO DARK till the 2nd train BROKE down at SETIA JAYA ...
OMG ... AGAIN!!!!!
we all were ask to go down and wait for the 3RD TRAIN !!!!!

the 3RD train soon came .... i was a lil frustrated but happy ...
because i took me 1 hour and 20 mins plus and i still does not reach SUBANG !!
by that time i should be reaching one of my KLANG station...

taking the train happily , but then OMFG ...
the train could not move from subang to Port Klang route..
because the railway was FLOODED..
WE the PASSENGER were dropped at SUBANg station...
on the way arriving to that station i saw POOLs of water ...
i makes me feel as if i was sitting in a SHIP instead of a TRAIn !!!

reaching the subang station , most people decided to take alternative transport such as taxi or busses to go home...
because the sky was getting DARK !!!and i was there !!!

thinking of taking a cab home or go shopping !!!
hell me !!!!i am tired hence i choose to stay on the platform and depends on my luck ..

not long after, it was held that teh train could actually move to Port Klang ...
i was rather happy !!!
entering the train , it was rather EMPTY !!!
i was too tired and i had a short nap ...
but then still got awaken hahaha..
cant sleep.. the train was indeed very empty !!

Thats the first time i feel peace taking a train !! 
but then its kinda unlucky ....
feeling tired i went home like a ZOMBIE !! nothing else i could use to describe !!

i slept but then not for long hours ... and i slept late that day too about eleven .. i suppose .. and awaken by my hilarious brother asking me how to cook Spagheti ...
GOSH ... i was so blurr when i was speaking to him.. and i think it turn out ..
cuz my mum was talking about it the following day ... MUAHAHA ...

i am having insomnia for more than 36 hours too .. hence i rather try go to sleep ...
many of my friend having insomnia too lately so good luck to you girls and guys ..hahhaha .. and thx for all the concerned !!
i am so touched .. =) 

LOve you all **