well i actually dont know what to start with as it is after my exam..
so pray hard that i pass all my exam ...+(
well because of exam i had to shut down my new buit online business which is on the way raising after few weeks of survival ...


well BAD NEWS is i had to start over the damn business all over again .. which i am very freaking frustrated ....
its not vital as it cost lots of lost ................
and its still okay until a F***-ing spammer came an make your day bad...where she start of tagging like hell and say she wants then she says she dont want and next day again tag 9 pictures then removing all and i have to go and dig it put in my email ,then have to find pcs by pcs to calculate ...then the next day she came saying no i dun  wan this this this .. i wan this this this ... then .... taking u to a merry go round ***
once more she do that i SWEAR i will BLOCK and report her for SPAM !!! S***ER

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well i have be in WEIBO this time ...looking at JJ Lin's weibo and i realise his golden retriver [i guess] eusha had died...
awww .. thats sad ... i have 2 dogs as well ... i kind of love them .. and during my exam one of my dog had gt a slight stroke ....i was pretty scared that she will collapse and die ...but lucky....god bless her.

well since its after exam .. i am hunting for singing comoetition but i didnt knw if there is any .. after singing in room for so long i feel its time to get some outside comments ...or criticism perhaps ..

well i kind of envy Fish Leong that i felt that throughout her career she is lucky enough to be chosen via her demo sent ..i had wished to sent my demo to recordings company but i dun feel it would be reached safely ; i dont know who to pass to and moreover am i capable ??

well..........i am feeling rather kinda bored ... nothing to play and do ...
well anyone asking me about love .. i will just not to bother...cuz it brings me more sadness then happiness... i am happy now with friends....
maybe i just want to concentrate on my studies and my career other than that i feel its not under my control ...so i dont think i wanna control it or go towards possession of it ... it cannot be force ... it will come when its time and its yours ...
and when it comes RIGHT to you just hold tight and precious it ...

好久没上来这里吹水了 ^^
还在考试当中...很闷..
其实都不知道自己想做什么...希望考试顺利过关...

想到考试完要去找份工作...可是每次找的就不是我想要的..
我很想去唱片工司做和去看看..
可惜在本地实在太难找了..
机会很少..
嗨...........

说到今年和去年..一样的时间..我在伤心着全部人要分开了..
很快的已经一年了...时间就是不留人...
其实还惦记着以前的日子..
每次终是觉的自己活在回忆里..
可是 也是因为 我把说有美好的事都放在 我的回忆箱子里..
其实我是一个不是很喜欢未来的人...
除非未来是如我所愿..
可是无论多坎坷路还是要走...

说会爱请.也没有变化.
应为已经选择不爱了..
觉得这一年里的决定是对的..
至少多了开心 少了忧愁..
我觉得 这也是因为我还找不到我要的东西 也只能说我不了解自己..
就是这一些回忆带我进如一首一首的情歌..
有时会想,如果当老姑婆会怎样呢? 哈哈哈
其实,我觉得如果有人陪和身体健康其实我并不介意..
有时候你会去喜欢你连想都没想过的人..
就是明知道是不可能..
爱你的人很多,不爱你的也很多....
所以还是顺其自然...

在说爱了音乐这么久..
觉得收获不是很多,因为家人的不支持..
可是我还是那么坚持的去爱音乐..
我从小就很喜欢唱歌了..
可是却就没那么幸运...
音乐这条路其实,是真的很难走..
不过在难走也有人走得出...
其实认识我的人肯定知道我超爱唱歌..
至于唱的好不好听哈哈..就要看你们这么看了...
我试过除夕夜在台上表演...
那种感觉 ...特别看你长大的人去支持你...
我很喜欢台下的掌声..有很感动..
可是我还不知道我自己的水准其实到哪里...值不值得你们的掌声..
我有一般很自持我的堂/表兄弟姐妹...
我很开心...也很感动..
只是往往我都不会把我的表情给表达出来..
我很久很久没有听到台下的掌声了..
真的好想念..
为什么唱[掌声响起]会哭呢..
因为,那一些经过,付出,掌声感动 在你脑海里浮现着...
很想参加网路歌唱比赛...在想找谁去自持..因为需要50%观众投票50%评判...
还要拍下来录音片段....嗨.....

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Rubbish Theory time again!!!!
today what i am going to talk about hmmm ..WRONGS??
what is wrong and what can be right?
many of us might be scratching their head...i guess
well for kids they are always thought what appear black is black and what appears white is white..
its either right or wrong... very simple theory...
well i bet your child may ask you why?
sometimes you will appear to have conflict mind to teach your child...
because when you will said all red color fruits and vege are riped and sweet ... but then it will appear red color fruits to be spicy and and perhaps not riped and not edible..
children may then starts to think whether its true or false...
Children todays are not that naive as  yesterdays childrens..like what we live in...
people says maybe is the cause of the milk powder formula... we never knows....

Children today ask WHY? HOW? what? till they are satisfied...

lets put it in the way that children are like this
as yesterdays... so naive ..and right is right wrong is wrong...
but in todays world as you grow...
whats appears wrong might not be wrong and what appears right may not be right..
this si because societies changes...

whats is right or wrong is up to u to decide unless it is not so wrong to goes again the law ...
people tend to discriminate bribery ,i admit i am one of them, but in some circumstances it is good to hva e bribery??
we never knew when the day will come..
we can say how stupid that person appears to be but we never know when will we step to the middle of the circle and join them...

in business concept , one can feel its bad to cheat ...well who never cheat and tricked in business?
EVERYONE does, as long as you do not trespass the boundaries which is acceptable by the majority you are still a fine man on the road..

if you belief everyone is honest in this world perhaps you may not be wrong ...
yes they are if they belief what they were doing was their honest belief...
you just cannot take a postman view to compare with the view of a country's president...

so basically there is no right and no wrong...
wrong is something that you cant accept  in moral concept....
and right is something where you could accept with ease or you think is logical..

should end for now...its wrong or right up to you

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well its a nice day .. i should be after the laughter and lunch we had at SYIOK ..
with my DEAR LIL CRABBY ( ELAINE),MY VIRGO "BF"( QIAN YI) and my EMO fren in PURPLE ( JAKE)...well basically we are speaking and joking for like 1 hour pluss pluss knowing that our exam is already near ...=.= XD

Well you never know what we talk about ...
its so illogical (i.e. NO OUTSIDE FOOD DRINKS AND FOOD ALLOWED)
people try interpret it ....
and so do ELAINOLOGIES goes on than GLENNYSSOLOGY..

we did had i great time and pleasure there...

well i should admit that i am quite emo and isolated today ..
for some reason which i don't even know..

then when i go on the train , i was reading my CLR book..
i saw a chinese couple with their son and daughter..
they looked kind off worried i can see from the moment i enter the train ..they were opposite me
looking at the little girl smiling toothless ..its kinda cute ^^
and the lil bro was sleepy and weak ...
when i close my book a few station before i reach my station, the couple asked me somethings  related to train ..
cuz its their first time taking it ...
then the mum told me that the cute lil boy has hole in his lungs...
poor lil boy ..
we could see that the family is not those rich family .. but they use a very positive appearance to face their problems...
honestly i was observing them too.... and i can see many things ... which i should learn and indescriptive...
i hope i could be able to meet this people again and could help them out ...with what i can ..
and i really want to give them my helping hand as to what i am able to give...
looking at the lil girl calling me " JIE JIE" ( sister in chinese)
i was so touch and she was telling me ..what she did ..her name ...
so cute of her...
i hope and wishess and pray for all the blessings on them ...
and i could help them out if i am open to helps..
and people ... pls open your heart and hands to help people in need ..
you will never know that you need help one day ..
and will not regret for not helping ...
Blessings...

废话

人越想要变得简单就觉得和外面世界合不来。。。
曾经有一个路过的人问我：你认为如果你没有任何一样东西你会拥有世界上的任何“情“吗？
我停下来是靠。。。那单纯想法一定是说可以啊。。你交朋友不是因为他有钱啊。。。
至少还有家人嘛。。。
那在问多一次。。你确定吗？？？
原来在一步的思考。。。原来世界没那么美妙。。
那所谓的东西不一定是金钱。。可以使很多因数。。
那如果你不符合众人的因数你就会被排测出来。。。
你可以说不是真的。。。
但这是事实。。。。
有些人认为爱就像白开水。。有情喝水就能饱。。。
这句话的意识不是不用做就饱。。。而是，虽然对方的经济不是很好可是两者愿意共同的去承担未来的一切无论路有多崎岖。。。


生活里面总是跌跌撞撞。。。爱情路也是。。。
有人告诉我。。。找一个适合自己的人是很难得。。。
那如果你们找到的活请把握机会。。
她说，很多选择往往也不会适合你。。。例如：不帅没钱没事业没学问是最差的，next 不帅+有钱+好的家庭背景+学问+事业+心=往往你就会说对他没感觉， 帅+没钱+学问+事业+没心=你觉得他人额很差。。。。给到你最完美你也未必适合。。。那能守住一生的人是不是很难找呢？？？？

其实看透得事情还很多。。只是不想活得那么复炸。。
疯疯癫癫日子也是一样过，烦恼的日子也一样。。。
有时候就该学会放手。。也许你到最后不能得到，可是为其他人祝福也是一件不错的事。。
为何要把小事情弄砸了呢。。。大家都有难处互相礼让也是宽恕。。。

有时候就会看到一些不顺眼的事，也会感觉到隐形的冷落和闷。。
不要以为没人知道。。其实都只是把他放在心上。。不想理会。。。
朋友啊。。你也不要理会那么多。。有一些事情能忍就忍。。。
因为不是很严重吧了。。。自己知道就好。。。
下次你也会有机会回礼。。。
所以不要那么笨的去撕破脸。。。你要加油。。。

有一位朋友，变了很多就180度的不像他。。。
我不方便说你是谁，但认识你那么多年希望你能道回原地。。
相信很多人都很关心你。。。
祝你找回自己和人生的转折点。。。

学生自制短片《同。在一起》（完整非清晰版） BIND

a good production by student ^^

HAppY Valentine 2011

Hahahah ... its Valentine... and it falls on a blue Monday ....
and its Criminal LAw class...
and the girls in the class are dressing up more sweetly than usual...
oh well... our sweet lecturer did wish us " Happy valentine" how sweet ....
basically kim and Y.teng has their plan ...
leaving me and Caitlyn...
well we randomly planned to have lunch at Mid valley hahah and do revision there ...
so that random plan ended up both of you having lunch at Tony Romas...
hahah....
we went there and the waiter was like promoting Valentines Set for both ...
well its alot and we don't think that we can finish the set ..
ended up with Fish and Chips set lunch..
well the set lunch is quite a large portion ...
because before we manage to finished half we are almost full ..
then ...when we finished , we were actually looking for a place to do our revisions..
well we ended up at sweeet chats ..
ordering another pot of tea  hahahhaha....
ok we did manage to revise alil ...
but time flies..... so we went home at 5.30pm ..................
hmmmmm for another date ? XD

well i still prefer white and pink roses instead of RED XD

thx Jake for giving all the gals chocs XD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!!
well halo everyone i knew i have not updated since a long time ...
But seriously i do not have time for myself too...
its very sad that the break for CNY is only 4 days ...

Preparations .......
this year cny i am very busy.... 1st is to help my mum in her shop because short of employeee...
then as usuall all the cleaning..
and i do all my shopping few days before CNY...
with KIM NG...
it was like grab grab and GRAB ......
because i know i wont be going  for shopping anymore...

i was basically sleeping in my aunt's house after shopping ...
well then its the cny eve the next day .....
as usual getting ready to the RE-UNION LUNCH XD
speaking about that ,hahaha its a very heavy one i guess...
well  but we have Escargot this year nice its baked with cheese with the mini lobster..i think XD
but then we have 3 tables instead of one this year ...
but the worst thing of all is that i lost my voice =(
now going to the morning pasar as i did every cny eve ...
its lesss merrier as it seems...
usually its very crowded and it takes a very long time for u to get a parking ....
but this year ... u wont be able to imagine...
cuz its NOT packed at all and the parking space is plenty ...
well i dropped by to mum's shop to help mum after the lunch....
and we dropped by at 2nd uncle's house during the eve... doing gongyo and playing fire crackers...
and we of course return home late....

well on the 1st day of cny ....
well 1st day of cny is total boredom...
besides the 1st place is of course my grand ma's house...
well the old are not there already but there is still my uncle and aunts and cousins...
its a norm that everyone will go back to that house during cny ...
people play mahjong and gamble ,eat , chat , watch movie and etc...
well i didnt manage to gamble during the 1st day of cny ...
cuz later i left and visit my maternal side grandma....
and go shopping as well........
owh by the way my sore throat is terrible ....

now lets skipped to the 2nd day of cny
2nd day .... i learned to play mahjong XD
welll didnt lose .....XD
its anothe sore throat and boring days ...
i consume 3 can of "Wong LOU KAT" ..given to me by my cousin...
well it works u know ....ehem ...XD
then MIKA was here ...her parents came as well long way from setapak...
gosh the situation was weird XD
she was my cousin brother's GF
she stayed at my grandma house that day ...
and out of the sudden she took me back to myt home and get the french nail set ...
then all gals cousin sat inside a room without air inhaling the toxic of nail polish ....XD
so me and my cousin grace who was had learned nail's art ...help out my cousin to decor their nails..XD
ended up our laps and leg being colorful....XD

3rd day cny ...
well its the GENTING DAY ......
so boring... i am just procrastinating all the way....
I DONT WANT TO GO !!
but then i went....
well that day mika fall sick....
and the ME having sore throat still insist on singing k...
cuz genting is a boring place ....
then we plan to bought a cake to celebrate rachel's b'day ..
well i know they wanted to buy it for me as well..
cuz their skill is not good wei...
so i just kept quiet ..... hmmm
then we actually sang 4 hours of ktv........
BORED!!!!!
then we went Bukit tinggi ,Bentong for dinnner and went home...

The forth day cny....
MY BIRTHDAY ... i hate the holiday to be that short cuz most of my fren going back to their campus...
so celebrated a very dull birthday ... well another cake with my cousins and aunty and auncle and KIDS !!!!
in my uncle's vintage designed new house....
overall boring but still thankfull for those who wished me by phone,sms, and facebook ....TQ

BELOW ARE PICTURES FOR AND BEFORE CNY

ME AND RACHEL'S B'DAY

me AND rACHEL =)

ME AND RACHEL

BEI,GRACE, ME

cousins

i guess i am singing " To Love You More" XD

this sales boy said cannot take picture.... but this cousin still accidentally took

this flowers hahahha i put here for the sake of valentine

this place look familiar ?? ITS GENTING =.=

well its college CNY reunion... this year ..very few people could make it..but this guy junior boleh...well its still fun . THANKS TO YOU ALLL ^^ HAPPY CNY 2011

its STUDIO K with BEI ^^

A PIC with the owner of the restaurant ..( TAIWANESE)

"CHOR YAT"  LOOK

"CHOR SAM" LOOK

can i just say i love this pic ??XD

a cake by LYNN & MUM ..TQ

LYNN singing in uncle's house k-room

this pic stands for Port Klang YOUTH MEMBER ..taken a week before CNY ^^ luckily this much ppl could make it

train excitement

HAlo ... its quite a long time almost a fortnight that i have not been here luring ....
now the past two days when i was taking the train ... well   its kind of dramatic and excitement!!!

well let me to start the story from the 18th January 2011
well i was taking a 7.43 a.m train to kl sentral for my common law class and tutorial...
well it was really smooth along the journey but just a lil bumpy than usual ...
well we're a bout to enter to the Kl Sentral tunnel ..and dropped off....
but before the train is able to enter in the tunnel... it spoilts off....
well its so suffocating as there are quite a number people in the train...
then came those people of the KTMB to open the door ...
and "I SMELL AIR " XD
when they open the door ...few police was standing right down there and fyi its very high ....
some were hurrying to work and those people jumped off the train .... ladies are not capable in doing this ...
because its too high ... .... but then ladies JUMPED too ..
this include me and my junior...
i was obviously late for class ...the common law tutorial...
but we are a little smarter to go to the drivers coach to skipped off...as there are steps...
when we jumped off the police were helping of course but ..then sth came to tolled the train in the tunnel ...
then we climbed up again... more than 50% people in the train had jumped off ..
well when the electricty had been generated ...
the train we were in were tolled  in the tunnel and to the platform... it was DARK ...REALLY DARK..
AND I WAS LATE FOR class. but you know this kind of excitement is enough for once in a  life time..

then tragedy on 19th January 2011...
well its wednesday and my tutorial will be till 5.15pm
and its located at the new BAC building ...its far !!!!
well early in the morning i was having discussion with kim..
2person study group XD
now the class was smooth....
and when its going back time .... i did not take the 5.36pm  train...
Nah i never regret ... because no one will fetch me so i waited for the 6.06 train...
now .... this 6.06pm train got delayed and so was the 6.36pm... i quickly jumped to another platform to get the train to kl station ...
you were never be able to imagine the crowd ....OMG..
the first train which reach Kl station is FULL... OWH NO ... means i have to wait ... the another train came...
well then i went in ...its already PACKED in my station .... and when it reach Kl sentral its totally packed....
everyones is like SARDINE !!!!
then as soon as the train close the door ........
Someone BANG the door and scream and cried " STOP STOP STOP"
at first i was thiking she forget to drop at that station or she left her  kids or friends or any belongings .....
the answer is NO....
the problem is that the one of the ladies hand is trapped and clenched between the door .....
gosh .... everyone was like passing the message from coach to coach to trhe driver ...asking him to stop ...
very soon the train was stopped ....
the rescue team came for rescue ....it was lucky that it was not head ....
the whole tragedy took a very lonng time and when the door is open .. i heard the lady cried "AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhHH" ..
i hope she is"okay" and her hands could get recovered ......

其实我没有东西讲。。。
可是就突然 想到一些句子。。。

“原来想得开和放的下是不一样的。。。”

“我也要人家的祝福啊。。。”

“。。。当你知道了 你就只能祝福。。”

“。。。原来我错过了。。。”

“。。。不能勉强。。。”
“不能比较”

“。。。我害怕。。。。”

“。。。 不想再撞墙了。。。”

Happy NEW YEAR 2011

Well its already the year 2011 well GUYS and gals we are getting OLD!!!
Having said that, as usual on the 31st we will go Propagation centre for Gantan Gongyo...
but this year is alil bit special ....
cuz by the time the whole thing ends is about 2 a.m already !!!
and hence we plan earlier to seaw fong's house to have a small party ..
well ... obviously most of them are HUNGRY !!!!
so there is FOOOOD !!!!!
well thanks to her mum and her who is so willing to prepare those foods in the middle of the night for us!!!
well namely we had Snacks, fried wantans, fried prawns, Fried chicken, fried rice, juices,fish ...and more...
of course its delicious !!!
but imagine all neighbours were sleeping and these freaks are having party in the middle of the night ....
i admit its a lil noisy BUT not tooo...
cuz its new year ma...as usual YOUTh like camwhore and so do i XD
neeed less for me to say too much
cuz i slept at 5 morning and wake up early to follow my mum to shop ..
tired day hmmm...
but lovely =)

The Girls ...

new friend Cherry

awww YC step on his i Phone 4 to capture this XD

me & pretty eunice =)

Me & Cute Jocelyn ^^

everyone say CHEEZE ; )

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011