time flies....people come and go off....
lol knowing that my college friends going to be separated i was kinda sad....
because i think i will MISS them a lot....
so we should appreciate all people even for just a few minutes we talk or approach to them....
actually i always hate the feeling when people come into your life and leave....
its like the song au lang sung ...........lol
sad song............................


basically i was really emotional lately yet happy ...
why ???
sometimes i feel empty.... lack of somethings??
what am i thinking about ... i don't know........

but it was surprising this week that one of my friend told me the emotion that he approach too....
interesting...but its still a secret ...
listening to friends secret n talks ...or short being a listener ...
help me learning lots of things.....
but i absorbed lots of uncertain aura ...haha

being in love...
i felt i never know how to felt in love already....
freeze and numb.....
maybe is of this maybe is of that.......
people were urging me to fall in love n get a date ...
but.........but...............
its like i am in the middle of sahara dessert ...lost
what is love???????????
if  love is about using you what will you feel.....

if i were to fall in love and step into love once more
i hope it will be the last one...
looking at divorce n more is a sad story...
i dont want so........ maybe u think i am little fairy tale like
but..... i want to be at least 80% ......
i know nothing is perfect but ..... at least  ...

maybe is because i am a loyal person...
but isn't it stupid to be loyal??
 yes no yes no???

.........=.=...................
sory for being emo