another post...hehehhee...just do not want to combined with happy stuff....

now the emotional one................

this morning ( sunday)....

i just woke up from a nightmare ...i almost overslept......

and my brother woke me up from it..............

need less for me to tell my nightmare ....

its something that i don't even thought of dreaming it............

but nevertheless it looks real and its something may happen in my reality life....

hence i think this reminds me to get myself ready to face it....

calmly.....and rationally .............anyway i get to wake up ....

and i have a feeling that i dont wish to wake up at all.....

as i wake up .....i had to start thinking about this and that and hearing inputs...........

making me feeling bad .........and anger ..............

anyway i still able to swallow maybe coz i have large appetite or a good digestive system...

it will come to a day that i will lose control... but i can't do anything .......

anyway gotta wake up early because have to do some registration stuff ....

and thanks Jocelyn for a such nice massage ...^^

feel a little more comfortable then .....

i hope i could keep on track to my determinations............... i hope i could ....