i am not used to be given freedom since i was small ...
it was like all arrange for me to do this...
the road is there just for me to walk further....
kids like me should be happy ....
but have you ever imagine that its like someone is pulling your nose when you walk ??
i have dreams , so do wishes ....
i think i was the Sera asking my mum what will i be when grown up...
but life is always uncertain and unpredictable....
as i get older i felt that there is no turning back....
my dreams wont come true as it has never given a chance at all.....
when i see other children having what i wish to have ....
i felt sad.... but sometimes what i have they dont...
Sera has never get a chance to hang out with her friends ....
the worst part is when her friends holds a birthday party ............
she soon felt that she will soon fell far apart with the others .......
and it was true ....
Sera is not allowed to owned a wing ....
as her mum says it was dangerous to fly.....
but when come to a critical day where her mum ask her to fly....
she dont know the way to fly..............
it was more dangerous then ...........
later on Sera learn to fly on her own secretly
without of her mum's knowledge.........
she fly along the boundary but never cross it...
as she thinks ...
but what does her mon's think ??
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today mom and my aunties just visited grandpa's tomb ...
i miss Grandpa so much as he was a really loving person..
he had already pass away about 5 years ...but i was like yesterday...
he was the only grandpa i have seen because my paternal grandpa pass away in his early age of 30's
and i never get to see him so does my dad have any memory of him....
i precious this granpa as he was a good husband, father and grandfather ............
he is one of the role model in the family that everyone adores.....
he like people to get education... and give whatever he could to the people around him...
if you ever ask people in the village who never knows him....
i never get a chance to take photo with him because i think i was too young and never have the feeling of losing my beloved ones..................
i remember the night when he passed away .... i get a urgent called from my cousin Jen .......
we all saw him and we called the Docs to check him up.....
and the doctor declared that he has passed away... everyone break into tears....
as we all cant affort to lose him ..
but we gotta move on .... he hopes us to move on too ...
he actually pass away in peace without any illness or pains..
Lots of people came to his funeral .. including oversea relatives ..........
all things move smoothly .............
remember me and Jen was talking about him after funeral...
We miss him alot ....
grandpa you will always be in our heart.....
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